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[23 Dec 2009|11:07am] |

Whichever one you're into, enjoy it.

Besides my Mom briefly straying from God's path in the mid-80's, being seduced, like many religious people, by Lee Major's stuntwork, and renouncing our faith and joining a FALL GUY cult, my family has always worshiped the elders from the SHAZAM TV show. While I went through that normal teenage period of discovering eastern religion (KUNG FU: THE LEGEND CONTNUES, MAGNUM PI), and questioning the logic of the faith of the people around me (how can a TV show get canceled for my sins? Will the second coming, a Hollywood remake, ever really happen?), I had an intense experience that brought me back to Shazamity. I was painting a huge mural of The Commodores on my living room wall, indulging in my old, bad habits of being naked and squinting, and loving Lionel Richie's hair, and as I finished my artwork, I took a step back and realized I had accidentally painted the elders. I fell to my knees, all doubt being lifted from my soul. The sound of the smooth jazz I used to listen to when I strayed, became a choir of angels. I felt the doubt being torn from my mind by the invisible hand of Jackson Bostwick. 'They don't move their mouths because they don't have to, not because of budgetary constrictions ', I thought. And since then my life has been fulfilling in that way that only telling the same story over and over again, and acting righteous about everything can make it.
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[23 Dec 2009|02:38am] |
Went to a holiday party for my work how excited do i look about that?
 I got a cooler with speaker for an mp3 player in the gift exchange. Yay. I may use it one day?
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[22 Dec 2009|03:21pm] |
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For the last couple of weeks I have felt like one of my ribs was out of place. I haven't been able to sleep for more than six hours at a time even if i am exhausted. I have this shiatsu massage thing, and last night i was using it and i leaned my hurt rib on the masssager and it felt like my rib popped back where it was supposed to be. It was great, now its extremely sore. I know that was going to happen. At least I could get some sleep last night.
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[20 Dec 2009|11:44pm] |
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new aim name: uhh huh allright
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[20 Dec 2009|10:34pm] |
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I slept in as late as I could today, then I woke up and drank mr pib and ate red vines.
Really though I have been getting migraines every other day. I think they are caused by my wisdom teeth coming in. I need to go to the dentist but I don't want to.
I remembered I never posted my pictures from my trip to San Francisco.
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[19 Dec 2009|02:48pm] |
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I just got home from work and have to leave again in a little over an hour until nine. I need extra money for my plane ticket home from Washington. After that i am going to the lush store where they are having a sale. I am going to try not to spend too much money, I'm going to call to see what is on sale so I will know before I get there and don't go crazy. I made some signs with Little Biscuits picture on them offering a reward for his return..I hope I get him back. I'm denying that he is actually gone so i don't get too upset. I'm pretty sure he found a new home I just have to figure out where.'
Oh yeah I broke my camera already. It was in my purse and my purse failed and fell to the ground. I pulled my camera out a few hours later and the lens was off the camera. I tried to put it back on but it wont stay locked on. I still need to check out the manual to see if i could fix it myself or if i have a warranty. If not I will have to take it to a camera repair place. What a bummer.
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[18 Dec 2009|12:41pm] |
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I finally slept. I know I need more since I stayed up really long. I guess when you reach 72 hours of staying up, you start to feel a little crazy. Ok. So now I have slept a total of 12 hours on 72 hours. I was totally trying to sleep too! I think I have dormant caffeine cells in my body. When ever I start to stress they get released.
Time to hit the books.
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[16 Dec 2009|05:57pm] |
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To your surprise I make enough to eat, and I accomplish just as much as you. Only I stopped pretending my job matters.
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[16 Dec 2009|03:47am] |
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| behind the music |
[16 Dec 2009|02:55am] |
I'm gonna do what I want cause I do what I want and everything... Why in the hell should I quit drinking whatever it is that's in my cup? I think people need to mind their own business. I don't care if it was heroin in my cup it's in my cup, fuck you. Lil Wayne I love you. I need to get face tats like you.
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[14 Dec 2009|08:57am] |
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so i just had a little tiff with jeanelle about my kid being alone for about 45 mins this morning while she slept between the time her mom needed to go to class and the time i would be able to come over to hang out with rachel. She feels like it is absolutely insane that i could even consider the possibility and flatly refused me. It seemed to me to be a relatively minor thing, but she was furious about my even thinking about it. So then i go look up online what people think is a normal age for kids to start doing things without constant supervision. The general idea seems to be that most people think a kid cant even watch some tv alone until they are 8-9 and some places are talking about being totally supervised until 13?!? It appears that i am in the far minority here but when i was 5-6 i used to leave home and wander the woods most days by myself until it got dark, or even just head out to the playground myself. Even when i moved to vegas at 8 i walked myself to school and went out with my friends unsupervised all day riding bikes and playing in the deserts and such. Is it really normal for people to keep such a close leash on their children? Is the culture of fear that profound here?
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[13 Dec 2009|03:12pm] |
Happy Birthday Stephanie!!!
I love you and I am so happy you chose me to be your friend!
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| Friday night, and it's almost last call |
[12 Dec 2009|01:51am] |
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I'm in the library right now. I'm working on a final paper and applications. I drank all my black tea (I made chai and vanilla! YUM!). I am almost done with all the candy I brought.
I have pop music on repeat.
I am going to miss my life as a Berkeley student. I am going to miss having a legitimate excuse for being crazy.
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[10 Dec 2009|04:16pm] |
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hey, whats up not much.
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